No matter how mutch i consider this there is one truth to the world that I can't get my mind off of.

In the battle to create a paradice of our own. There will be those seeking to find a way to take it over, tear it down, or alter it. These are the tree of threats that pluage anyone who wishs to advance humanity by any streach of the words.

I have my definition of paradice. Maybe not the same way as a collective group. But enough to think that it would at least help(if at all unknown harm) to humanity. The many ways a paradice is built can only be defined by the person or people that made it.

In many regaurds that one thing I've thought of gets taken away by someone or something. Defending my plan will be the hardest above all sence it regaurds one of the major resources on our planet. As in my previous journals I may have stated that I feel humanity isn't moveing forward fast enough to survive. Our progress needs to be in that sort of light. Still, I cannot help but feel the same about others in that they also have there own selfless desire in some way to move humanity forward but lack the knowlage and/or resources to do so.

Now to touch on a differing matter for the companies that do have the means to "advance" things for the better of humanity.

Northop Gruman, Hunninton Ingals, Boeing, and Lockeed Marten all have achieved that status to be able to do as they please. However that power has currupted them in some way to the point of needing it constentlly. Tax payers foot there bill for research and development while they profit even more from war. Yes, thats right. The US tax dollar is going to companies like this(some even more in the shadows that I might not even know about) that in turn builds more machines to kill and destroy. Sure some of the companies I've listed don't have the time for this. Let alone the need to. That being beside the point I'm trying to potray here. Though the point being is that some of our own cannot do the things nessecary to allow survival for the whole of humanity. That in its self is a problem.

Looking past it and trying to find a way to get these companies to stop what they are doing just for a moment is a challange in its self. Looking forward I still believe there reputation can be salvaged. Area 51 may be a rented out space(by the government or bought by a joint venture) for some of these companies to test there future products. However, the they do it in sutch a way that many would consider it some sort of conspericy. I denouce the fact a few have more or less done something to try to hinder them. For what ever reason despite there efforts they have the same problem that I've touched on earlyer. They are all under threat for VERY spesific reasoning. Everyone that is opposed to war will want destroy what creates it. Personally I do not oppose this. As it is a natrual part of the balance in human phsycology. In short, a fight or flight responce. Fighting is offen the best deffence against a threat that you can't run from. Granted you run the risk of becomeing a victim of said threat.

I do not wish to continue on with an explaination about the pshycology side of this. So I will give a more clear example for those that are more simple and are to be inclined as sutch.

In many cases this isn't just the same way with other companies. Some people will have differing opinions and want something different. The most intresting un-said/writen rule of the internet that i've learned. Is that you cannot please everyone. Just as these companies stress them self to please one croud another no matter how small always rises up to try and take control or destroy it. Sure we've seen this quite offen in everyday life as well. Still I hope this puts things into perspective.

Further more before I end this off. I would also like to add I'm very displeased with the aspects of our current social structure. I hope evenually that if we can advance to the point were "space" is no longer needed. Then and only then will we stop being sutch a burden on eatch other. Being able to grow our own cultures and ways of life will more than sate our apitite for creation or destruction. Though that is another matter I will not touch on in this journal series.

With that forfilling and off of my chest now. Releif to the world is just as close to a paradice we can get.